Yup, I did it.

I finally hooked up with the fireman...and he is now a full fledged fireman, not just a volunteer fireman. I was free the other night and thought "hey, let's text him and see what's up."

He was free at 9 so we went out for some food and catching up (since I hadn't seen him since forever). We had a good chat and when we finally finished our food I thought we were going to go our separate ways. He wanted to come over, but I told him that my dad was home and might still be awake. He said "well invite me over to play xbox!"

With a bit of hesitation I finally said yes.

When we got to the house we went into the basement and had some awkward conversation before he mentioned how he wanted to see me in my morphsuit. I got changed into it and came downstairs. He immediately started rubbing me all over and complimenting my various body parts (ie. ass, which he mentioned was cute)

Then the suit came off and we started exploring each other. Hands in the pants, and eventually dicks out. His was cute, soft, and he shaved which was nice. I just kept stroking it and then thought, "what if I just went down on him right now?" which I did.

I think he was a little surprised but immediately enjoyed it.

He started getting close and asked if I had any towels around. Unfortunately I did not, so he grabbed his $2 undershirt and used that instead...but he didn't quite get everything. He sprayed a bit on my Hollister shirt sitting near by. "Hope you didn't like that shirt."

I did.

Other than that little slip up, it went quite well and I can say I would do it again.

However...there is this girl. The girl from my last post. We've been getting closer again and I'm not sure exactly where it'll lead, but I find myself really wanting to pursue a relationship with her. Hooking up is fun, but snuggling and having a really close friend who's always there for you is more important. She really likes me and I really like her, but she says there's just something missing...that "spark."

Not sure where it'll go, but I'm enjoying my time with her so far.

That's it for this long ass post!

-F

It's a date...but not for me...

It's F as usual.

I'm feeling sort of depressed lately.

I really thought that this girl that I'm into was also into me.

We were supposed to hang out tonight but she asked if I could reschedule.

I asked why and she told me she had a date tonight.

So I was like:

Yeah, I was disappointed.

She told me she wasn't sure if she really wanted to date right now, leads me on a bit, and then dates someone else.

Maybe she's just in a confusing part of life.

Anyways we're hanging out tomorrow night...

PS How ironic is this...the movie we were supposed to watch tonight was "Date Night"

bullshit I tell ya

-F

*UPDATE* Just got a text from her saying that the date didn't work out :)

but she's feeling sick :(

Fun @ Envy

F here again!
First of all I got a MORPHSUIT!

A few nights ago I got invited to hang out with a couple of gay friends. We started off just hanging out in a house but then I mentioned we should go out. Someone suggested Envy lounge (the local gay bar)
Everyone was on board but since I wanted to wear my morphsuit to the club we decided that we all needed some costumes. My friend Andy just happened to have a roman god and sailor costume laying around.
We headed out and when we go to the club we changed into our costumes. We got out on the dance floor and not long after, Andy and I were grinding.
It got really intense! Had a great night and got a ride home from some randoms...

In other news, there is a girl!
A girl that I fancy
A girl that I also grinded with at a club the other night and that I also think I'm falling for.
She came over tonight and we watched Paranormal Activity. She was REALLY freaked out by the movie and kept grabbing my arm every time she was scared. It was cute :)

I'll let you know what happens in my crazy little world.

Can you say...awkward?

It's F again.

I have a story about a super awkward moment that happened tonight.

I had just left work and was standing on the sidewalk waiting for the light to change.

I see these people (men and women of various ages) standing around and sort of looking in my direction and one of them points.

This guy (maybe late 30's) walks over and starts talking to me as if he knows me. He asks if I live here and a couple of basic questions. So I'm thinking he just wants to know his way around. I ask if he's vacationing and he responds with:

"Uhm, well...uh, yeah...sorta"

At this point I'm still creeped out by how close he's standing to me and why he's even talking to me.

This whole time while we're talking I've been waiting for the light to change so I can cross the street. I see the light change and I have my chance but then...

He looks at me and asks:

"So, are you um...funny...like that?"

It took me a moment before I realized what he was asking.

In my moment of confusion and uncertainty around him I respond with "Ohhh, no, no."

He sort of stares at me for a minute and says something along the line of: "No? Oh sorry I must have been mistaken..."

Then he walks away and I'm stuck waiting for the light to change again...while he stands with his group behind me. The intersection I'm at is a busy one and it takes a long time for the light to change. I couldn't help but feel totally awkward standing there while a guy (who for no apparent reason...) asked me if I was gay.

Now maybe if he was younger, cuter, and didn't creep me out right of the bat, I would've responded differently ;)

"you will probably never fully understand men. So just try to understand yourself"

ST8 Guy wants some fun?

Hello Blog Friends F here!

I just started talking to this guy from POF who told me he was looking for some fun, but was really discreet.

I added him on MSN and started talking to him and then realized I never even checked his POF profile. Once I did that I read this:

"Love to have fun, just want to share this with someone!
Looking for a good time as well, maybe some intimate stuff!
not very good at meeting girls, i want to change that
take it slow, see where it goes from there."

WHAT?!

Sooo apparently really discreet means he's not out of the closet just yet...

UPDATE: Just finished talking to him on msn and he sent me some pics. He's kinda cute, but he's 23 and he looks older. Plus he's just not my type. I felt so bad telling him, but if my history has taught me anything it's to get out sooner rather than later. I'm sure there'll be someone else soon enough...

-F

Live and Learn and Fool Around with Cuties

Well, I learned my lesson tonight!
ALWAYS GET A PICTURE OF YOUR HOOKUP BEFORE YOU TALK TO HIM.
Case in point...
I was talking to this one guy who sounded like he could be a good fling, but then I got his picture.



Yeah, sorry to say, but he's not really looking like my type.

-F

New Guy?

F here...so some random guy added me on POF and messaged me.
I quickly added him to MSN and we chatted for a bit.
He's 19 (unlike all the other 25yrs+ guys that want to hook up...)
He's bisexual!
AAAAAAND he's kinda cute (unlike the other guys...)
Would it be weird if I posted his pic?
...well I'm going to anyways.



That's him on the left...


-F

Gay Bar and Strip Club!

So a couple of weeks ago I got a friend request on FB from some gay guy and had no idea who he was.
He messaged me and said hi and asked how I was doing. I noticed that he was going to the gay bar that night and so was I. I mentioned that if saw him I'd say hi.
I went out to the local gay bar with a friend and her friend.
Saw the guy, said hi and that was about it.
Unfortunately the place was empty...I was quite disappointed, but around 11:00pm some more people showed up including someone from High School that I thought was straight. Apparently he is but he was there because he wanted to take his friend out to have some fun. Personally I think he's in the closet.
Anyways, danced the night away had some good times and went home.

The gay guy had messaged me on FB with his phone number so I added him and we've been chatting back and forth for a while. He thinks I'm cute and wants to hook up.
Here's a picture of him, what do you think:


He's nothing really special but he wants to hook up so....maybe?


In other news I went to the strip club with a friend a few nights ago. Had a great time and got up on stage twice. Let me just say, those strippers had THE SOFTEST boobs and thighs. One of them totally rubbed my dick through my pants too. Shit was so cash.

Can't wait to go to the beach this Summer and get tanned!

-F

Beach Bod?

Since one of our Summer to-do list options is going to the beach, I thought I'd try and get into shape so I can look good and impress...whoever.
So far this is what I'm working with:


and essentially I'd love to get to something like this:


It may be a bit of a stretch, but hopefully I can end up looking like I have somewhat of a six-pack without having to flex.

-F

PS Pretty hot guy eh?

WHOA!

Looks like this old boat's motor is turning again!
I just decide to randomly check the blog and BAM, 2 new posts.
I'll have you know I wasn't involved in any of this planning, but I must say the list will be quite sufficient for Summer activities.
In other news, I'm finally going to the gay bar!
Well technically it's a "lounge" whatever that means.
I'll have to bring back some pictures if I can!
Looks like this Summer is gonna be bitchin'

-F

J & B's Summer List!

1. Maid of the Mist
2. Finish a texas mickey in a week
3. Pack a lunch and go for a hike
4. Go shopping in the States
5. Spend 12 hours drunk on a beach
6. Buy a car (B)
7. Go camping for a weekend
8. Go to a concert
9. Go to Much Music
10. Go clubbing downtown Toronto
11. Go to Calgary
12. Tour a brewery
13. Get a bear from Build-a-bear
14. Spend a saturday hitting up yard sales!