Guess Who's Gettin' Laid?!?

Me.

F here, this weekend my parents are going out of town and I invited my fireman friend over. Should be another interesting time with him! I also might be hooking up with my ex girlfriend some time soon. She mentioned that we should "hangout" again sometime soon...

I'm excited!

FWB's? Boyfriend? Something Else?

F here,

So a lot has happened since my last post...

- I got a GF!

- Had sex with a female for the first time!

- I broke up with my GF! (actually it was a mutual thing)

- I hooked up with the Fireman again!

- Had sex with a male for the first time!

- I came out to my parents!

AND...

- Now I'm seeing a guy...sort of...

He's amazingly easy going, fun, smart, normal...but...

He's going away in 4 months...

to France...

and he'll be gone for 9 months.

:(

So it really doesn't seem like a good idea to start a relationship right now.

The only problem is we're both really into each other and to me it feels like we're already in a relationship. I see him almost every day and in the back of my mind I think, why am I getting close to this guy if I know he's just going to be gone in a few months.

I suppose once he's gone maybe my feelings will change and I'll be able to move on until he gets back, but it's going to be difficult.

I think for now I'm just going to try and enjoy my time with him and not think about the future :)

- F

Yup, I did it.

I finally hooked up with the fireman...and he is now a full fledged fireman, not just a volunteer fireman. I was free the other night and thought "hey, let's text him and see what's up."

He was free at 9 so we went out for some food and catching up (since I hadn't seen him since forever). We had a good chat and when we finally finished our food I thought we were going to go our separate ways. He wanted to come over, but I told him that my dad was home and might still be awake. He said "well invite me over to play xbox!"

With a bit of hesitation I finally said yes.

When we got to the house we went into the basement and had some awkward conversation before he mentioned how he wanted to see me in my morphsuit. I got changed into it and came downstairs. He immediately started rubbing me all over and complimenting my various body parts (ie. ass, which he mentioned was cute)

Then the suit came off and we started exploring each other. Hands in the pants, and eventually dicks out. His was cute, soft, and he shaved which was nice. I just kept stroking it and then thought, "what if I just went down on him right now?" which I did.

I think he was a little surprised but immediately enjoyed it.

He started getting close and asked if I had any towels around. Unfortunately I did not, so he grabbed his $2 undershirt and used that instead...but he didn't quite get everything. He sprayed a bit on my Hollister shirt sitting near by. "Hope you didn't like that shirt."

I did.

Other than that little slip up, it went quite well and I can say I would do it again.

However...there is this girl. The girl from my last post. We've been getting closer again and I'm not sure exactly where it'll lead, but I find myself really wanting to pursue a relationship with her. Hooking up is fun, but snuggling and having a really close friend who's always there for you is more important. She really likes me and I really like her, but she says there's just something missing...that "spark."

Not sure where it'll go, but I'm enjoying my time with her so far.

That's it for this long ass post!

-F

Don't get your hopes up...yet...

So K and I went and saw "The invention of Lying".
I really really enjoyed it. It was clever and funny and touching.
But before I go into further detail, lemme go back to the beginning when I first picked up K.
I got to his house and waited in his driveway for him to come out. He got in the car and off we went. I'm glad he's a talker cause it keeps things from being awkward...
We get to the theatre and we get our seats.
I thought maybe jokingly I would do the whole "yawn and stretch the arm around his neck" move, but ultimately decided against it.
Anyways, during the movie there were a couple of times when K laughed and kinda leaned his head into me.
Super Cute.

Then the movie was over and we headed back to the car.
It was at this point that I began to wonder what was gonna happen...
I asked where we should head next and he never gave me an answer...so I just sorta headed back to his place. On the way home he mentioned that we should've gone to the drive in.
Which I thought immediately would've been amazingly fun (and by fun I mean "great place to make out")
But unfortunately I have school at 8:30am so that wouldn't have worked out.
I pulled into his driveway and he mentioned that we should have lunch sometime.
I'm done school early on Wednesday and we decided to plan it for then...and btw his parents aren't home during the day soooooo....we should get some alone time....
FINALLY.
Anyways, once he was about to get out I held out my arms for a hug and he gave a big one, followed by a weency peck on the cheek. I was honestly hoping for more, but then he said "So, lunch on Wednesday, and then I can see all of you" as he reached down and grabbed my dick through my jeans.
:)

TTYL

-F

MOVIE NIGHT!

So tonight (if my mom doesn't screw up my plans) my fireman friend and I will be going to see "The Invention of Lying" at 7:40pm. Which will leave us just enough time to...you know.
If anything goes down (myself included), I'll let you know.
;)

-F

Mission: Hook Up with Fireman

My Mission, should I choose to accept it (which I wholeheartedly do) is to hookup with my fireman this weekend. He'll be busy with work, but he's agreed to hook up if he finishes early.
Over and out.

-F

Good news and Bad news

The good news is that I didn't have to help my beach buddy with his fire College homework, the bad news is that once again I didn't get to hook up with him. I texted him today asking if I should meet him at noon or 1 o'clock and he told me that he was "stuck in St. Catharines and that he wouldn't be able to make it today :( "
FML, why is this so much harder than it should be...

*sigh* I just wanna hook up already.

Hey J, I'll blog when I wanna...
Which is now. So I guess my "date" went well, but I don't really consider it at date. More of just a hangout. Me and K (as I will call him) had some appetizers and drinks and then just chatted for a while.
B and J spying on us was a little creepy. When we went out on the patio they decided to follow us out there. Luckily I managed to block them out during my chat.
Since K had to get up early we didn't have time to fool around, but he assured me that later this week we could meet up. He mentioned that on Friday I could come over to his house and help him with some of his Fire College homework, but the worst part is, he seemed serious...
Though maybe if I help him he can get done quicker and then there'll be time for some fun!

- F

:)

This is F and I'm happy to report that me and my beach buddy will be hooking up later this week, provided nothing screws it up this time...
We're going to his place to fool around, but I was a little worried that his parents would hear us since they'll be home. He assured me that "they won't hear much with my dick in your mouth."
:O
:)

F YES!

So me and my beach buddy/fireman are finally going to meet up tomorrow night! We're going for a bike ride around Thorold with his friends and then chilling with a BBQ and drinks. His friends are a mix of gay and straight, but he says that they're all really cool guys (actually he called them nerds) and they'll have lots of questions for me... :|
Oh, and apparently they were all rowers and they like to wear spandex when they go riding...I think I might just have to pass on that...but we'll see.

He's HOT!

F here...I've decided to take J's advice and totally ditch Mr. Hairy and instead chase after someone younger, less hairy, and more....firefightery...
That's right! I've managed to find a hot guy (that's him on the left) who's willing to be my beach buddy and an FWB (friend with benefits). Oh, and he's a freakin' fireman! We're just talking on MSN right now, but I think this has good potential!