*Sigh*

Methinks there is more to the story below...
WE WANT DETAILS!

Anyways, I'm getting tired of not being able to hook up with my beach buddy.
BUT, I made a goal to hook up before school starts, which is like next week.
So I think I should get a move on that...

-F

so over it

J here.... I can't even believe how ridiuclous guys are, seriously. I was so excited to see this guy again, just to hangout and see what happens... by that I mean spend time together annd fool around, it was going to be great. Then he gets all retarded on me. We had plans and he cancelled twice, so I don't even know why I bothered wasting anymore time on this guy... but I did. In all honesty I think I'm bored and just wanted to see what was going on here. So tonight he tells me he didn't want to hangout because he was scared I'd get attatched, seems strange to me since he was the one that was getting all girly on me I was just in it for a good time, that isn't even slutty because everyone likes a good time! I don't even think this guy knows what friends with benfits is. I'm defintiely over wasting my time with thiiis guy, and guys in general. I definitely need to stop trying to figure out what guys what because I don't even think they ever know. I'm totally ignoring the exisitance of all men for a long time, I'm going to find someone actually worth my time.... and with the guys around here, I could be waiting a verrry long time.

-J

Sweet Dreams...not so much.

So last night I had this dream that me and my beach buddy actually went to the beach. I was supposed to be meeting him there, but as I walked over to him to say hi some people told us that the beach was closing and we would have to move. So we decided to go to some restaurant, which also had to close soon. So basically I never got to talk to him, but somehow we ended up back at my place...in my bed. Just as I go to roll over and make a move he had disappeared. :|
I was like WTF?
I'm sure there's some sort of deeper meaning to this dream, probably relating to how him and I still haven't hooked up yet despite meeting twice.
*sigh*
- F

J should invest in some condoms

it's so awful when you don't have one, why do I always have to be responsible. It's pretty simple, you bring the condom and you can fuck me, you have the penis after all

- J

eh

soo I had a few things I was planning on complaining about BUT an old fling has come back into my life, annnd its probably a bad idea, but I'm definitely planning on seeing where it goes this time.. and I'm too excited about thhat to worry about other less important things! 

- J

so much for the guy strike... 

Bar Fun

Last night me and some friends went out to a bar for a couple of drinks and I had a great time! The DJ at the bar was spinnin' some mad tunes, which makes me wanna practice more, but the best part is, all the bartenders were male AND they were all shirtless! I must say they were pretty damn sexy. The women in the bar however were pretty sub-par, except for that one girl in the really short pink skirt, she was alright.
Unfortunately that's where my story ends...no tales of me and someone else hooking up on the patio in the rain....but that would be hot.

P.S. View Counter coming soon...
-F

Good news and Bad news

The good news is that I didn't have to help my beach buddy with his fire College homework, the bad news is that once again I didn't get to hook up with him. I texted him today asking if I should meet him at noon or 1 o'clock and he told me that he was "stuck in St. Catharines and that he wouldn't be able to make it today :( "
FML, why is this so much harder than it should be...