*Sigh*

Methinks there is more to the story below...
WE WANT DETAILS!

Anyways, I'm getting tired of not being able to hook up with my beach buddy.
BUT, I made a goal to hook up before school starts, which is like next week.
So I think I should get a move on that...

-F

so over it

J here.... I can't even believe how ridiuclous guys are, seriously. I was so excited to see this guy again, just to hangout and see what happens... by that I mean spend time together annd fool around, it was going to be great. Then he gets all retarded on me. We had plans and he cancelled twice, so I don't even know why I bothered wasting anymore time on this guy... but I did. In all honesty I think I'm bored and just wanted to see what was going on here. So tonight he tells me he didn't want to hangout because he was scared I'd get attatched, seems strange to me since he was the one that was getting all girly on me I was just in it for a good time, that isn't even slutty because everyone likes a good time! I don't even think this guy knows what friends with benfits is. I'm defintiely over wasting my time with thiiis guy, and guys in general. I definitely need to stop trying to figure out what guys what because I don't even think they ever know. I'm totally ignoring the exisitance of all men for a long time, I'm going to find someone actually worth my time.... and with the guys around here, I could be waiting a verrry long time.

-J

Sweet Dreams...not so much.

So last night I had this dream that me and my beach buddy actually went to the beach. I was supposed to be meeting him there, but as I walked over to him to say hi some people told us that the beach was closing and we would have to move. So we decided to go to some restaurant, which also had to close soon. So basically I never got to talk to him, but somehow we ended up back at my place...in my bed. Just as I go to roll over and make a move he had disappeared. :|
I was like WTF?
I'm sure there's some sort of deeper meaning to this dream, probably relating to how him and I still haven't hooked up yet despite meeting twice.
*sigh*
- F

J should invest in some condoms

it's so awful when you don't have one, why do I always have to be responsible. It's pretty simple, you bring the condom and you can fuck me, you have the penis after all

- J

eh

soo I had a few things I was planning on complaining about BUT an old fling has come back into my life, annnd its probably a bad idea, but I'm definitely planning on seeing where it goes this time.. and I'm too excited about thhat to worry about other less important things! 

- J

so much for the guy strike... 

Bar Fun

Last night me and some friends went out to a bar for a couple of drinks and I had a great time! The DJ at the bar was spinnin' some mad tunes, which makes me wanna practice more, but the best part is, all the bartenders were male AND they were all shirtless! I must say they were pretty damn sexy. The women in the bar however were pretty sub-par, except for that one girl in the really short pink skirt, she was alright.
Unfortunately that's where my story ends...no tales of me and someone else hooking up on the patio in the rain....but that would be hot.

P.S. View Counter coming soon...
-F

Good news and Bad news

The good news is that I didn't have to help my beach buddy with his fire College homework, the bad news is that once again I didn't get to hook up with him. I texted him today asking if I should meet him at noon or 1 o'clock and he told me that he was "stuck in St. Catharines and that he wouldn't be able to make it today :( "
FML, why is this so much harder than it should be...

ugh ugh ugh

It's definitely strange that I give up guys and I get more drama than before. This strike idea seems to be backfiring, and I'm not sure why... As for that guy... I'm still surprised that it hurts when he says jerk things about our 'relationship' or whatever it was, apparently I was delusional through that entire thing, I'm so over it and I thought me and him could be friends, but apparently not. His insensitivity is way too much for me. Don't guys think before they talk? It's not like I would ever tell him how unimpressive the sex was because thats just mean. People should think before they talk and keep things to themselves that are too mean. He should just leave me alone and never ever ever speak to me again, that would be fantastic. I seriously need a 100% guy free month I'd settle for even just one week these days!

- J

Hello, I am relationship dysfunctional

UGH so I finally give up guys, and they start popping out of no where, I got a random text on my phone today from an old friend... he's such a sweet guy and he's always had a crush on me but it could never ever work out, and we haven't really talked in a little while, so today he just decides to text me out of no where and eventually starts talking about how amazing I am and how he wants to be with me and would make me so happy, but obviously I would just screw it up, so why bother? ugh ugh ughh

- J

Oh boy, here we go again!

It's F,
So it seems I've gotta a new guy interested in hooking up with me...
I'm waiting to see a pic before I decide about what to do.
Here's one of the "gems" from his POF profile "Profession - Hooking Up"
He's 24 and darn persistent, he's sent me 4 messages on POF in the last 20 minutes. One of his first ones mentioned something that caught my attention "Maybe we can hook up together or with a friend :-O Male or female I've never been with a girl so that would be different"
A 3 some! That would honestly be really hot!
We'll wait and see what he looks like before I make any moves. I'll post a pic when I get it.

- F

*sigh* I just wanna hook up already.

Hey J, I'll blog when I wanna...
Which is now. So I guess my "date" went well, but I don't really consider it at date. More of just a hangout. Me and K (as I will call him) had some appetizers and drinks and then just chatted for a while.
B and J spying on us was a little creepy. When we went out on the patio they decided to follow us out there. Luckily I managed to block them out during my chat.
Since K had to get up early we didn't have time to fool around, but he assured me that later this week we could meet up. He mentioned that on Friday I could come over to his house and help him with some of his Fire College homework, but the worst part is, he seemed serious...
Though maybe if I help him he can get done quicker and then there'll be time for some fun!

- F

guy strike day 4!

B and J (haha) spotted spying on F and his super hot date... why isn't there a blog about that yet F? hmm?? 

...J here, so I've decided guys are totally overrated insensitive jerks and I'm definitely going boy free for a whole month, I just want to be totally single and drama free, so that guy I was seeing but am not anymore should stop messaging me and confusing the hell out of me, and as for my pretty hot booty call.. well at the moment he can go to hell too. I've so over it,

- J

:)

This is F and I'm happy to report that me and my beach buddy will be hooking up later this week, provided nothing screws it up this time...
We're going to his place to fool around, but I was a little worried that his parents would hear us since they'll be home. He assured me that "they won't hear much with my dick in your mouth."
:O
:)