Hello, I am relationship dysfunctional

UGH so I finally give up guys, and they start popping out of no where, I got a random text on my phone today from an old friend... he's such a sweet guy and he's always had a crush on me but it could never ever work out, and we haven't really talked in a little while, so today he just decides to text me out of no where and eventually starts talking about how amazing I am and how he wants to be with me and would make me so happy, but obviously I would just screw it up, so why bother? ugh ugh ughh

- J