the single life

Is it wrong to thank an ex for breaking up with you?

I honestly was inlove with my last boyfriend and thought he coulda been the one, we were so happy together and things really worked BUT it was also really hard because of the distance. That was the biggest issue and it was ultimately the reason we broke up. Looking back I see maybe we weren't meant to be soo I'm just going to have fun and live my life, the single life!

I'm pretty sure we're all single now, J B and S!

SO now that I'm single and having fun and not whining because I'm in a relationship where I see my boyfriend once a week I'm going to blog more! Mostly because, these last couple nights have been fun :) I'm not over my ex, but I'm ready to move on and have a good time. So a couple nights ago, I went for coffee with a guy and it lasted a few hours. We drove around and had a really nice time. Later when I was home he text me and told me that next time we should cuddle and watch a movie. He was totally sweet and complimented and I had a good time buuut I'm not sure I want to make it romantic. I definitely don't want a relationship, just fun. So we'll see how that goes. I'm happy to be excited about something!

Tonight! I was bored on msn, I've been sick and I'm kinda restless from staying in the house. So I'm talking to this guy and his pictures look kinda cute, I'm not really sure. Hes funny and hes suggesting we hangout, it was pretty late so I was like nah I'm going to pass for tonight.... thenn like 2 hours later hes on his way to pick me up and we're going to watch movies at his house because he is the worlds best cuddler and will heal my sickeness with his cuddles. This sounds promising. I'm definitely not going to fool around with him or anything though, so I think. His profile says hes not into 1 nighters and he's over that stage. I get in the car and o m g he is HOT. Like right away, I'm rethinking my 'not going to sleep with him' idea. hmmm. Soo we cuddled for hours, he was soo cute and really funny. He was engaged before. This is still blowing my mind, being 21 and having already been thru an engagement that was called off, thats intense. SO obviously he says hes looking for a relationship but he's had his heart broken and he is an empty feeling-less boy. So I'm like screw it I don't want a relationship, I'll blow him. LOL he kinda mentioned that his dick was small, but it seemed decent, he was totally self conscious about it which is definitely lame. Then we cuddled more, and joked around it was fun, he had a cute laugh. He was pretty smooth and he made his way into my pants and OMG he was the best, his hands were incredible I was excited to see what his dick could do... So we cuddle for a bit more and hangout in his bed... then well, we had sex and I was like yeah this has got to be amazing if earlier is any sign. WRONG, blah. Little disappointing BUT he was really fun, and hot so all in all, it wasn't bad. I'm sorta interested to see what happens with his though.

The question is... when do I cross the line from fun single life, to slutty?